Hail to the peacekeepers… Memory Verse: Matthew 5:9 March 6, 2007 Men make war... its effortless, as simple as breathing, as instinctive as feeding. Whether it be on alien soil or within the four walls of our own homes… it seems as though we have to compete, contesting for dominance, boxing for tribute. Everyday… we complain. Everyday we give away our precious thoughts and time to why things are so wrong or why the day was so difficult. For so many of us, nothing is ever good enough. Enter impatience. Enter strife. Enter war. Well, this is for the peacekeepers. This a tribute to the patient and kind. You will probably never receive the honor you deserve while on this earth, and the most beautiful part of it all is that… you are fully aware of this. You will probably in no way marry a fellow peacekeeper. Your world will probably never be populated with the naturally temperate. And your family will probably not be the most ideal. Nonetheless, you carry on… listening, healing, and enlightening. This is your nature. You were created for a purpose. And your entire existence is a ministry… in other words you will always be a servant. And thus, will forever be just the “nice” one. . But that’s okay with you… under-appreciation is your specialty. Truth is, you will probably never meet anyone who fully understands the depth of you. The warmongers believe wars are meant to be fought. You believe wars are meant to be ended. And thus you end them. However, I am convinced that your reward will come. There is without a doubt, something magnificent waiting for you on the other side. Until then… stay the course my friends. Your life is a lesson that so many learn from without the knowledge that they are being taught. Surrounded by hundreds and still so alone… just remember there are others like you. You just probably won’t meet many of them… but know that they walk with you. And above all else, the most magnificent of gods smiles on your every awakening. We’re only passing through you guys… this too shall pass. So let us make the best of it. Just my humble opinion... God Bless, Darsen Own Your Peace Memory Verse: Philippians 4:7-8 February 28, 2007 It's so easy to get caught up in the ongoing, seemingly unending stresses of the day. Between work, school, parents, friends and enemies just waking up can sometimes seem overwhelming and sometimes even unwelcomed. I don't know about you, but personally I have never been a huge fan of drama. Yet sometimes it just seems unavoidable. I can't tell you how many times I've asked..."why can't I just be surrounded by pleasant people?" But over time I've learned something... the extent of my control stops at the tips of my fingers. Every man, woman, boy and girl has their own freedom of will. It is a gift that God has given all of us, and it is someting that I cannot take away from anyone. In other words, I can only control my actions, thoughts and responses. Attempting to manage and convince others to see things my way and my way only can often times prove to be a pointless and sometimes selfish venture. Thus, wallowing in worry, stress and fear of what others do, think and feel ultimately has no profit. In parallel, just as I do not have the right to steer and dominate the will of others, they also do not have the right to control my thoughts, feelings, and reactions. Eeveryday I am learning that circumstances should not dictate my character. My character, my demeanor, my sense of integrity and honor should be fixed! If I always allow surrounding circumstances to move me, then I will always be at the mercy of other peoples' feelings and insecurities. A ship without a rutter. There's something I always say..."You own your peace." Your peace of mind belongs to you, and no one else. When I find myself depressed or worried about things that I simply have no control over... if I am honest with myself, there really isn't much of a point in shifting the blame or pointing the finger... or just floundering in the issue. Although its not easy and by no means do I always succeed... I do my best to step outside of my fears simply choose peace. I choose peace. I choose patience. I choose kindness. I choose gentleness. I choose love. Once again this isn't always easy, but I sincerely do believe it is possible. And whereas our culture tells us that displaced anger, harsh words and threats of violence project strength... I am of the opinion, that true strength is often times the exact opposite. When I consider the example of Christ, and his gentleness through the most oppressive of times... I am reminded of what true strength, true honor, true intergrity really is. So be encouraged... and know that your peace, belongs to you. No matter the circumstances, God is with you. And although the people around you may at times not be the most positive or pleasant... God has given each of us the strength and right to own our peace of mind. Fix your character my friends... steady your heart. Just my humble opinion... God Bless, Darsen